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I guess I should be used to it. Being let down that is. I mean its been happening since I was born . So I mean I should be used to it right? I hate getting my hopes up tthinking something is going to work out all fine and dandy to be let down to some bullshit excuse. But, I'm told thats life. All I can do is to learn from it and thats true. I just can't stand it. Then I'm expected to act nice like its fine right? Wrong. You will never learn but, it's fine. Next year I will be eighteen then off to college. It's just somethings parents are supposed to do because they are parents. But, its fine; I'm fine and life goes on.